Currently Listening Taking The Long Way By Dixie Chicks see related

lovely

yeah...so i'm like totally heading out for snyder tomorrow or friday and really cannot handle the excitement.  first of all i get to see m mom and that excites me soo much and then i want to spend every waking moment with my bestest friend so that i can remember what it is like for her to get on my nerves and to be tired of her. this is what i long for.  i love the fourth of july. i love summer. i love swimming. i hate that my boyfriend such is an absolute pyromaniac that he has to spend our life savings on firewoks for that quick fix that he hasn't had in a year, but i love him much too much to get that upset. Park (smile), yeah - he's my hero and doesn't even know it. Marley my toy schnauser gets her first grooming tomorrow! she's gonna look like a dog and not a poofball! yeah! ellay-can't wait booger, can't wait. we'll be drivin around listenin to penny and me, mr. jones, and britney spears with the window rolled down just like the days. pure adrenaline, that's what i'm running on. i had my mary kay business debut and it went grand. the only deal is that i started waiting recently and i have serious seperation issues with parker, so in the fall when school starts up (i can't wait by the way) life is going to be hectic or i am going to have to drop one of these hobbies. i love post-it notes. they are fabulous. my life would be much more complicated without them. i bid aufheitersain (sp.)

gooday

Currently Listening Once Upon a Shattered Life By Seventh Day Slumber Caroline see related

and so...

wow, i totally forgot how to work xanga. and yes the much anticipated weblong is finally here (hehe, thanks for the motivation laura)

we spent this weekend in snyder and totally rocked out at red letter rock fest

it was A-MAZE-ING!  la, i didn't get to finish our conversation on relationship-we must finish this! wow, where to begin. definite spiritual boost. it's one thing to long for what you want and another to ride after it, receive it, and be right where you belong. i have one beautiful best friend that is a great messenger of the Lord. I only wish I could be around her more. Dylan-do not lose her. I want you to know how much she is worth...meet her in the middle...she needs you. My Father works in mysterious ways. that's why i believe. ilovethis.iloveyou.  Got to see many faces this weekend.  Parker got to spend some fun time with his grandparents.  He is growing up so quickly. we went to the doctor for a two month check-up and he's a whopping 14 pounds. Porker is a quick-fitting nickname. he makes me smile in everything he does. he knows he has my love too. he can cry and know that quickly he can have me in tears as well.  i love that he knows jared and i...and his face lights up when his daddy comes home from work. you truly know how much your parents love you when you can look down and know what it is like to have your heart out of your body. this is all. it is rather late. i am in awe.

"...He's always there to catch me when I fall..."

Currently Listening Best of the 60's By Zombies see related

Everything is moving so slowly...

I am so sorry La for the non-update.  I have nothing to update.  Nothing to say. I stopped working on the fourth of March to prepare for a youngster who is yet to grace us with his presence.  He doesn't wanna meet me i've decided.  He likes "warm bubble" better.  I have not done much since then.  I met one of Jared's best buddies - Lance.  He's a sweetheart who stocked Parker up on Harley gear. I want a motorcycle. I really, really do.  Chloe's very pregnant.  I'm startin to think she might have her pups before I have Parker.  We'll see.  I can't wait to see my mom...and ellay.  Alpine reminds me of Snyder except cut in half.  There's drama here like i was in highschool.  It kind of bothers me. Or maybe I am just easily aggravated these days for other reasons.  I feel so impersonable - I'm not myself and it makes me very upset. Argh...I just need to vent or go outside and run.  ahahah, oh what a sight that would be.  If Park doesn't make his way by himself by the 30th, they are inducing on the 31st or April 1st.  That shall be fun...no one will believe me if he comes on April Fools.   have a wonderful friday!

wow. for some reason i could not post all of yesterday...so maybe it'll work today~

I had my last day of work yesterday. It was good and sad. i cried. when don't i cry? so what if i'm an emotional basketcase. i find it quite relieving.

i added some decoupage to parker's nursery today...i painted. for those of you who know of my artistic skills - it is quite interesting. la, you should find it quite amusing. oh yeah...we had our last sonogram and found out that parker weighs a plump 8 pounds thus far.  it sounds to me like he should be about ready to come out of the oven. you can't exactly tell a newborn that he is well-done and needs to come off of the grill, so i'll leave the choice up to him. after that news lindsey and i got facials...that was relaxing.

jared's buddy from cali is coming in tuesday. he's so excited-i like it when he gets giddy.

i decided to start selling mary kay. hah, i know...i am just in the mood to take on new tasks, not like i don't have enough on my platter. we'll see how it goes.

Currently Watching Grand Champion By Grand Champion see related

it's like February 26th yo...yay, a new week has begun!

Jareds birthday is in 12 days, La's is in 14, Parker soon after that.

i'm fixin to go watch grand champion - a true snyderville classic.